I don't even think they had a journal last time I was on here. So I had a major reflection the other day. I was sitting there and all of a sudden I realized how depressed I was. No matter how hard I tried to think of why I couldn't come up with a reason. It's not like I have a bad life or anything. I have a nice car, I'm not really broke and have a good job, I go out sometimes with friends and then I thought of it. I don't have much social interaction as I thought. I spend all day couped up inside a surveilance van... alone and then I rarely go out.

Humans are social and I am not and I think that's depressing the shit out of me. I was like damn it I need to get out and do shit rather than work in solitude all day and come home to myself... So I bought a new camera. I said to myself you know what go take some fucking pictures in the city and maybe you will meet some cool people along the way. Just do something that will make you happy.

So with that I am back on here and hopefully I will enjoy it after looking through the 500 deviations that have built up by my favorite artists and skimming through all the message I am back to square one. I moved all my old work (which I think is terrible btw) into a folder and am ready to hopefully create some new shit.

That's all. If you actually took the time to read this thanks!

Chris
(Butters)